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putin russia and acapulco cartel amado carrillo fuentes: También el vidente británico, Jon Pendragon, predijo también la participación de estos actores luego de que China invada Tailandia, Malasia, Indonesia, Nueva Guinea y Australia. Para él, otro de los países aliados a los Estados Unidos y Rusia, serán Japón e India.Por último, Irene Hughes predijo probabilidades de ocurrir. Los recientes conflictos impulsados por Estados Unidos en Afganistán e Irak, y la cada vez mayor proliferación de armas nucleares masivas hacen previsible que un pos
putin anticrist de salgado macedonio prd pri.org.mx china drugs: También el vidente británico, Jon Pendragon, predijo también la participación de estos actores luego de que China invada Tailandia, Malasia, Indonesia, Nueva Guinea y Australia. Para él, otro de los países aliados a los Estados Unidos y Rusia, serán Japón e India.Por último, Irene Hughes predijo también que EEUU, Rusia y China se nvolucrarán en una guerra cuando “una llama de tres brazos” alcance América, Rusia y la India.En sí, los aspectos similares entre profecías y profecí
Maria: Hi Nicola just want to let you know that I read your angel Teagyn's story, her life has touched so very much. That little angel will forever be in my prayers, and you too sweetie, so you can find strenght and I know it's not easy. When ever you need a friend you can contact me I'll be there. I feel as if your baby girl has sent me your way. May God bless you always. XoxO
Cathy in Texas.: Hello Nicola,Just want to let you know that I am thinking of you.May God Bless and comfort you on this Anniversary or your Precious Angel Teagyn.Also, my thoughts go out to your family too.01/08/07
sparkle: I am around the neighbourhood today with new years wishes as I travel bravejournal today so am Wishing you and yours wisdom and all greatest 2007 and beyond
venom75: Out blog hopping and thought I'd stop in for a visit.
Shirley (Anna's Nana): Hi Nicola, Just a note to say that we still think of you and Teagyn often. She is not forgotten by all of her friends on the message boards. I wish it didn't hurt so much. 9/9/05
Kim Vogel: I am sorry for your loss and know exactly what you are feeling... I lost my son, Kevin who was only 3 years old and he too was special child w/numerous medical issues. I think we are bonded to them in a way that is closer than any bond with any other child we have ... a special bond... we love the in a special way that i cannot describe and thier loss impacts us like no other loss we may have.. It has been 2 yrs since he left me and it still hurts so much...but, time helps us learn to live with
Elena Lowery: I visited your Angel's site and just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. She was a beautiful little girl. Now, she's your beautiful Angel. God Bless, LOL
Cyssi : Nicola, we've been so worried about you at The Angel Connection. I mailed you but the email bounced. Please let me know that you are ok so that I can let everyone know. Much love and many hugs! Cyssi, TAC
Kelly Beckstrom: Hey, just took a look at your new entries...the pain doesn't get any better does it? :-( THinking of you daily and of sweet angel Teagyn.Kelly and PJ
WISHLAMP: Hello! How was your weekend?
OINK: Hey! Just stopping by you...come me back!
Karen & Jordyn: Hi Nicola, I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out. I love the Orange Blossom picture. That is always going to remind me of Teagyn -just like her picture, smiling and happy. I'm praying so hard for strength for you. We love you and Teagyn so much!Karen & Jordyn
Karminna Lee: Hi Ms. Nicola,It's Lilah's mom, I read your postings and am so so sorry that you have to go through such a hard time, your right you didn't deserve this at all. You are a great person and have a lot to offer to the world, keep your head up, you are a very strong and smart woman, I loved the pics on the girls webpage, it made me cry because that is how close Lilah and Eli are. I miss seeing you at the daycare!! But I know it would be too hard. So take care, and God Bless You!!
Curlygirly: hello ! You have a great blog here ! Have a great day!
Granma: Hi pumkin, I cant believe you are really gone from us, I try to not think of it too much, it gets too hard to bare, wish I could still have you for a sleepover spend time just me and you,I love you so Teagyn, miss you so much,.My sweet sweet girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Karen: Teagyn a little flower lent not givento bud on Earthand bloom in Heaven
Curlygirly: Hello ! Have agreat night !
lisa: we all miss and love you dearly. nicola if u ever need to talk let me know i will call you

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Monday, January 7th 2008

8:13 PM

Missing you always

 
 
 
 
I cannot believe that at 12:01 am on 1/8/05 that my baby girl took her last breath. I cannot believe that at 12:01 am on 1/8/08 that it has been 3 years since I last saw her take a breath. I cannot believe that it has been that long since I held you, touched you or smelled you. I still cannot believe that you are gone
 
Things I've learned since you've been gone:

• Grief is hard work. It’s not just mental, it’s physical and it can strike at any time. I can be on top of the world and the next thing I know, I feel like all life is gone from me.

• Life goes on. As much as I hate to accept it, the world did not stop spinning the day you died. Well, maybe mine did but no one else’s.

• All we grieving mums are the same. It doesn't matter if our child was murdered, died of cancer or SIDS. In the end, we are all mums of angels and we are forever bonded.

• You will not be forgotten. I have moments when I think no one remembers you even existed and then someone will talk about you or say your name and I know that you always will be remembered/

• I will survive this. As long as I wake up in the morning, then I have survived. I can't guarantee that day will be a good one but at least I woke up.

• Your spirit will never die. You live on through me and now Jaxon, who looks so much like you. As long as there is breath in me, there will be life in you.

The most important thing I have learned is that no matter where you are or how long you have been gone, you are always with me. You are always in my heart and that will never change.

I love you and miss you so much Teagyn and I know that I always will, there isn't a day hour or even a minute that I don't think about you . I never thought I could make it without you but you left me with strength I never knew I had, if you can go through all that you did in your short life, then I can go on and make sure that your memory lives on and that you are never forgotten.
 
You blessed me in so many ways, you taught me the meaning of true unconditional love, I never got to hear you say I love you mummy or get and intentional hug or kiss, but one look at your smile or at your beautiful eyes and I knew that you loved me and knew that I loved you.
 
You have given me strength, you have made me a much stronger person, in the beginning of my journey with grief I didn't think I could or would survive. I never thought that I would smile again, laugh or be happy. I know that I will never be truly happy as my baby girl is not here with me but I know that I will see you again and that day will be one of the happiest days.
 
I love you baby girl and I always will, more than you will ever know. Stay safe and watch over Jaxon for me, give grandma and grandpa a hug from us.
 
I'm sending you a million hugs and kisses     XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
 
love always mummy
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Sunday, December 23rd 2007

7:45 PM

Merry Christmas

 

 

HEY BABY GIRL I CANT BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 3 YEARS SINCE YOU GAINED YOUR WINGS    I CANT BELIEVE THAT I HAVE LIVED THAT LONG WITHOUT YOU!!!! I CANT BELEIVE THAT GRANDMA IS NOW AN ANGEL IN HEAVEN AS WELL. THAT I AM STILL HERE ON EARTH TO  MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH    IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH TO WAKE UP EACH MDAY WITHOUT YOU. I HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND HEALTHY WITH GRANDMA AND GRANDPA AND THAT YOU ARE BEING A GOOD GIRL. WATCH OVER ME N JAX BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, December 23rd 2007

7:45 PM

Merry Christmas

 

 

HEY BABY GIRL I CANT BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 3 YEARS SINCE YOU GAINED YOUR WINGS    I CANT BELIEVE THAT I HAVE LIVED THAT LONG WITHOUT YOU!!!! I CANT BELEIVE THAT GRANDMA IS NOW AN ANGEL IN HEAVEN AS WELL. THAT I AM STILL HERE ON EARTH TO  MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH    IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH TO WAKE UP EACH MDAY WITHOUT YOU. I HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND HEALTHY WITH GRANDMA AND GRANDPA AND THAT YOU ARE BEING A GOOD GIRL. WATCH OVER ME N JAX BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, December 23rd 2007

7:45 PM

Merry Christmas

 

 

HEY BABY GIRL I CANT BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 3 YEARS SINCE YOU GAINED YOUR WINGS    I CANT BELIEVE THAT I HAVE LIVED THAT LONG WITHOUT YOU!!!! I CANT BELEIVE THAT GRANDMA IS NOW AN ANGEL IN HEAVEN AS WELL. THAT I AM STILL HERE ON EARTH TO  MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH    IT STILL HURTS SO MUCH TO WAKE UP EACH MDAY WITHOUT YOU. I HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND HEALTHY WITH GRANDMA AND GRANDPA AND THAT YOU ARE BEING A GOOD GIRL. WATCH OVER ME N JAX BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, October 10th 2007

10:19 AM

Missing you

It has been foever since I wrote and I must say I am sorry. It does not mean that I don't think of you. I think of you every single day.

I still at time can not believe that you are gone. I woke up the other night to the pain in my chest and my heart hurt, as I realized wow Teagyn is dead. I know that I know that you are not here, but man it hits hard sometimes.

Your birthday is fast approcahing. I cant believe that you would be 7 I bet you would be such a big pretty girl and a great big sister to Jaxon. I know he would have loved you. He is my little jumping bean. He is all over the place, he does not sit still.

Jaxon looks a lot like you, everyone says that he does. Both of you are georgeous. I miss you so much angel, so much, more than you or anyone will ever know. There is not a minute, a day that goes by that you are not on my mind. Your pictures are every where and no matter what mummy does or were I go you will forever remain in my heart.

 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU

LOVE ALWAYS MUMMY XXXXX

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Sunday, April 22nd 2007

4:17 PM

LOVING YOU ALWAYS

HEY BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH.

I HAVE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT YOU A LOT LATLEY AND I SO WISH IT WAS REAL. I DREAMT LAST NIGHT THAT YOU WERE LOST AND I WAS YELLING TEAGYN, TEAGYN AND THERE YOU CAME UP THE STREET IN YOUR WHEELY!!! YOU WERE MAKING IT GO ALL BY YOURSELF

I SO WISH THAT WOULD HAPPEN THAT I COULD HOLD YOU TOUCH YOU AND KISS YOU. THAT ALL I WANT FOR YOU TO BE HERE, TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND I WILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU FOREVER.

 

LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE

MUMMY AND JAXON XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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Sunday, March 25th 2007

6:39 PM

missing you and loving you always

hey baby girl, just wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you so so so so so so much. As im sure you are well aware your little brother is here. He arrived on 3/14/07 very very fast. He shot out of mummy he was ready to see the world.
 
I so wish that you were here, that you could meet him, that you got the chance to be a sister. I know that you are watching over him and mummy but it is not the same. I miss you so much. I miss your smell your kisses, your silly faces. I miss getting up at night to take care of you. Dressing you all girly and doing your hair to match. I miss everything about you baby girl. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish that you were here, that there was something I could have done to help you. I hope you know that I did all that I could and I would have went to hell and back if it meant I could have saved you.
 
I know that your little body was tired, and that you couldn't keep on fighting but I wish I could have had one more time to tell you that I love you. I say it to you everyday now, but I wanted to tell you again why you were still with me. I think about that night all the time. How I changed your diaper, kissed you tucked you in bed and said I loved you and then 10 minutes later you were gone. I still don't understand and I know that I never will.
 
I hope that you are happy and healthy in heaven and that you are playing with all your angel friends. Tell grandpa smith and clayton that we love them and give them kisses. Sending you a million hugs and kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
 
I miss you and I will always love you.
 
Love mummy
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Saturday, March 10th 2007

6:21 PM

MISSING YOU

Miss you cliparts and graphics

 

MISSING YOU AND LOVING YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY!!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MUMMYS BABY GIRL. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH

Love Cliparts and Graphics

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Monday, January 1st 2007

8:23 AM

HAPPY NEW YR!!

Hey there princess, I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I miss you so so so so much. Last night was a hard night. Mummy spent most of the night crying. It is so not fair that you are not here with us.

I remember out last new yr so well. You wore you Barbie Jammies and we were all at grandmas. You were stitting in mummys lap watching the ball drop. I couldnt believe that you stayed awake until 12. I remember giving you a kiss and saying this is going to be our yr. I so thought it would be. I so thought we would get to Spain and the DHA EE would help you in some way. Never once did I think it would go the other way. Never did I think that 1 week later you would become an angel.

I still do not understand why?? Why it all happened and I still question myself all the time. I often wonder how I could not have known you were dying. Did I and i just didnt want to see it? Did you go the way you did to protect mummy? I wish I knew. I just hope you were not sacred. I cant believe that I didnt hold you when you took your last breathe. I so wish I knew. I so wish this wasnt my life, my reality. It seems to be getting harder and harder as the days go by. It is harder to look at your pictures, to get up everyday and act normal. I miss you so so so so so much and I can not wait till I see you again. I hope that you will run and jump in to mummys arms and I will give you a great big kiss.

Please watch over mummy and Jaxon and know that I will never forget about you and Jaxon will know all about his amazing big sister. He will know just how special you are.

 

I love you sweet pea so so so so much.

sending you a million hugs and kissed (((((XXXXX)))))))))

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Sunday, December 24th 2006

7:29 PM

MERRY CHRISTAMS

I SO WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US. IT DOES NOT FEEL LIKE CHRISTAMS. CHRISTAMS IS A TIME FOR FAMILIES AND ONE VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT PERSON IS MISSING. YOU!!!!! I HOPE THAT YOU CAN SEE YOUR TREE AND I HOPE THAT YOU LIKE YOUR GIFTS. I JUST WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE TO PLAY WITH THEM AND OPEN THEM.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.

I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER

SENDING YOU A MILLION (((((HUGS)))))) AND KISSES XXXXXXXX

 

LOVE ALWAYS MUMMYXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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