hey baby girl, just wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you so so so so so so much. As im sure you are well aware your little brother is here. He arrived on 3/14/07 very very fast. He shot out of mummy he was ready to see the world.
I so wish that you were here, that you could meet him, that you got the chance to be a sister. I know that you are watching over him and mummy but it is not the same. I miss you so much. I miss your smell your kisses, your silly faces. I miss getting up at night to take care of you. Dressing you all girly and doing your hair to match. I miss everything about you baby girl. There is not a day that goes by that I don't wish that you were here, that there was something I could have done to help you. I hope you know that I did all that I could and I would have went to hell and back if it meant I could have saved you.
I know that your little body was tired, and that you couldn't keep on fighting but I wish I could have had one more time to tell you that I love you. I say it to you everyday now, but I wanted to tell you again why you were still with me. I think about that night all the time. How I changed your diaper, kissed you tucked you in bed and said I loved you and then 10 minutes later you were gone. I still don't understand and I know that I never will.
I hope that you are happy and healthy in heaven and that you are playing with all your angel friends. Tell grandpa smith and clayton that we love them and give them kisses. Sending you a million hugs and kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I miss you and I will always love you.
Love mummy