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putin russia and acapulco cartel amado carrillo fuentes: También el vidente británico, Jon Pendragon, predijo también la participación de estos actores luego de que China invada Tailandia, Malasia, Indonesia, Nueva Guinea y Australia. Para él, otro de los países aliados a los Estados Unidos y Rusia, serán Japón e India.Por último, Irene Hughes predijo probabilidades de ocurrir. Los recientes conflictos impulsados por Estados Unidos en Afganistán e Irak, y la cada vez mayor proliferación de armas nucleares masivas hacen previsible que un pos
putin anticrist de salgado macedonio prd pri.org.mx china drugs: También el vidente británico, Jon Pendragon, predijo también la participación de estos actores luego de que China invada Tailandia, Malasia, Indonesia, Nueva Guinea y Australia. Para él, otro de los países aliados a los Estados Unidos y Rusia, serán Japón e India.Por último, Irene Hughes predijo también que EEUU, Rusia y China se nvolucrarán en una guerra cuando “una llama de tres brazos” alcance América, Rusia y la India.En sí, los aspectos similares entre profecías y profecí
Maria: Hi Nicola just want to let you know that I read your angel Teagyn's story, her life has touched so very much. That little angel will forever be in my prayers, and you too sweetie, so you can find strenght and I know it's not easy. When ever you need a friend you can contact me I'll be there. I feel as if your baby girl has sent me your way. May God bless you always. XoxO
Cathy in Texas.: Hello Nicola,Just want to let you know that I am thinking of you.May God Bless and comfort you on this Anniversary or your Precious Angel Teagyn.Also, my thoughts go out to your family too.01/08/07
sparkle: I am around the neighbourhood today with new years wishes as I travel bravejournal today so am Wishing you and yours wisdom and all greatest 2007 and beyond
venom75: Out blog hopping and thought I'd stop in for a visit.
Shirley (Anna's Nana): Hi Nicola, Just a note to say that we still think of you and Teagyn often. She is not forgotten by all of her friends on the message boards. I wish it didn't hurt so much. 9/9/05
Kim Vogel: I am sorry for your loss and know exactly what you are feeling... I lost my son, Kevin who was only 3 years old and he too was special child w/numerous medical issues. I think we are bonded to them in a way that is closer than any bond with any other child we have ... a special bond... we love the in a special way that i cannot describe and thier loss impacts us like no other loss we may have.. It has been 2 yrs since he left me and it still hurts so much...but, time helps us learn to live with
Elena Lowery: I visited your Angel's site and just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. She was a beautiful little girl. Now, she's your beautiful Angel. God Bless, LOL
Cyssi : Nicola, we've been so worried about you at The Angel Connection. I mailed you but the email bounced. Please let me know that you are ok so that I can let everyone know. Much love and many hugs! Cyssi, TAC
Kelly Beckstrom: Hey, just took a look at your new entries...the pain doesn't get any better does it? :-( THinking of you daily and of sweet angel Teagyn.Kelly and PJ
WISHLAMP: Hello! How was your weekend?
OINK: Hey! Just stopping by you...come me back!
Karen & Jordyn: Hi Nicola, I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out. I love the Orange Blossom picture. That is always going to remind me of Teagyn -just like her picture, smiling and happy. I'm praying so hard for strength for you. We love you and Teagyn so much!Karen & Jordyn
Karminna Lee: Hi Ms. Nicola,It's Lilah's mom, I read your postings and am so so sorry that you have to go through such a hard time, your right you didn't deserve this at all. You are a great person and have a lot to offer to the world, keep your head up, you are a very strong and smart woman, I loved the pics on the girls webpage, it made me cry because that is how close Lilah and Eli are. I miss seeing you at the daycare!! But I know it would be too hard. So take care, and God Bless You!!
Curlygirly: hello ! You have a great blog here ! Have a great day!
Granma: Hi pumkin, I cant believe you are really gone from us, I try to not think of it too much, it gets too hard to bare, wish I could still have you for a sleepover spend time just me and you,I love you so Teagyn, miss you so much,.My sweet sweet girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Karen: Teagyn a little flower lent not givento bud on Earthand bloom in Heaven
Curlygirly: Hello ! Have agreat night !
lisa: we all miss and love you dearly. nicola if u ever need to talk let me know i will call you

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Monday, January 7th 2008

8:13 PM

Missing you always

 
 
 
 
I cannot believe that at 12:01 am on 1/8/05 that my baby girl took her last breath. I cannot believe that at 12:01 am on 1/8/08 that it has been 3 years since I last saw her take a breath. I cannot believe that it has been that long since I held you, touched you or smelled you. I still cannot believe that you are gone
 
Things I've learned since you've been gone:

• Grief is hard work. It’s not just mental, it’s physical and it can strike at any time. I can be on top of the world and the next thing I know, I feel like all life is gone from me.

• Life goes on. As much as I hate to accept it, the world did not stop spinning the day you died. Well, maybe mine did but no one else’s.

• All we grieving mums are the same. It doesn't matter if our child was murdered, died of cancer or SIDS. In the end, we are all mums of angels and we are forever bonded.

• You will not be forgotten. I have moments when I think no one remembers you even existed and then someone will talk about you or say your name and I know that you always will be remembered/

• I will survive this. As long as I wake up in the morning, then I have survived. I can't guarantee that day will be a good one but at least I woke up.

• Your spirit will never die. You live on through me and now Jaxon, who looks so much like you. As long as there is breath in me, there will be life in you.

The most important thing I have learned is that no matter where you are or how long you have been gone, you are always with me. You are always in my heart and that will never change.

I love you and miss you so much Teagyn and I know that I always will, there isn't a day hour or even a minute that I don't think about you . I never thought I could make it without you but you left me with strength I never knew I had, if you can go through all that you did in your short life, then I can go on and make sure that your memory lives on and that you are never forgotten.
 
You blessed me in so many ways, you taught me the meaning of true unconditional love, I never got to hear you say I love you mummy or get and intentional hug or kiss, but one look at your smile or at your beautiful eyes and I knew that you loved me and knew that I loved you.
 
You have given me strength, you have made me a much stronger person, in the beginning of my journey with grief I didn't think I could or would survive. I never thought that I would smile again, laugh or be happy. I know that I will never be truly happy as my baby girl is not here with me but I know that I will see you again and that day will be one of the happiest days.
 
I love you baby girl and I always will, more than you will ever know. Stay safe and watch over Jaxon for me, give grandma and grandpa a hug from us.
 
I'm sending you a million hugs and kisses     XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
 
love always mummy
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